Well,

This whole jetlag thing is kicking my butt. Having to turn my whole schedule upside down again due to a 14 hr time diff is not easy.

Yes, GBO (great to hear from you by the way ) H does refer to OW as a fatal attraction.

I feel in my gut that one day she will be a thing of the past, but their A will have to come to its natural conclusion, not by any rules that I try to enforce. I also think that her childish antics will only serve to drive him father away.

But it is sort of freaky that she calls me on the phone and hangs up. She even left me a voicemail (after the Hong Kong call)saying she didn't know H and I were back together, she was sorry, she would never get back with him, blah blah blah etc. I'll believe it when I see it. She has way too much to lose by giving up her rich American sugar daddy.

In some ways I think that it is good that H and I are not living under the same roof. I don't have to get freaked every time his cell phone vibrates and I think it also gives him a chance to miss me and the boys.

It was so good to be together with him for those 12 or so days. I always sleep better when he is with me.

Of course I am the better alternative to OW, but there is some need that she met for him, I do realize that.

H has some stuff in his own head that he has to get straight though, it is not simply a choice between me or OW.

later,
Pam