It looks like H and I will be leaving on Thursday for China, I just found that out today. That is a definite step in the right direction that he values my input/opinion at least in business matters.
I ended up kind of pulling away from the bb for a while. While I def value and hold in high regard the advice that I get here,I just needed some time to think for myself. I felt like I was spending way too much time on the computer, and the sleepless night that I spent over someone's else M problem kind of put me over the edge into thinking that I needed to pull back.
So I will return, please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I am sorry that I can only be a taker and not a giver right now, but we all have our seasons.