I am hesitant to even post this as I am totally unsure of what this even means.
H just called, he is still in Brazil.
He says he is "coming home."
Says that he is ready to get out of that God forsaken country and that he is tired of living a life of chaos. That he has seen the snowballing effects of his choices and his life of sin.
H also says that he has finally seen me for what I really am, when I asked what that meant he said "you are a good and Godly woman that has stood by me this whole time."
There is more, but this was the gist of the convo, plus about 3 ILY's.
I am not yet jumping up and down since I have seen him come to this realization b4 and then go right back to OW
But this all seems like a step in the right direction.
Aslo, he says that he is going to China next week and wants me to go with, that he is tired of traveling alone. I don't think my coaster ride is slowing down, maybe just going into the stomach dropping turn.
