Can you please come live at my house and be my personal dbing coach? You are just the best.
I know your advice is right on and I knew when the phone woke me up that I was probably going to say the wrong thing in the midst of my stupor.
I do try to go out at least one evening per weekend, but last night was not the night.
I also have to balance that against my need to be well rested, this is all very hard emotionally draining work as you know, and the demands of single motherhood can wear me out too.
I don't feel bad about what happened, just heartsick that he is still there when I had ASSumed otherwise.
Sometimes I also feel this stupid need that I have to let H know how I feel, I keep thinking that he is the old H that used to care, not the H in MLC.
Slowly - I did see the walkaway links on your thread. I am going to go over them thoroughly tomorrow when I have more time.
S12 has an away football game today, so time is short.
Slowly, you asked me not to ask him anymore when he is coming home, and I guess I need to abide by that. I was just trying to balance that against my "need to know." I don't want to get caught in my sweatpants when H does show up.
