Hi, Pamila. There sure are lots of us Pams on this BB, aren't there?

Hope you don't mind me butting in here, but I saw something that I wanted to respond to.
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I am really praying that H continues to be miserable with OW. One of these days I know it will come to an end. It has to, I can just feel it.




I found myself in a much better place when I was able to sincerely hope for happiness for my H, no matter how that happiness was achieved.
Maybe that sounds a little too farfetched for you, but at the very least, may I suggest that you pray for something positive, such as that you and your H can find happiness with eachother? Drop the rope on thoughts of her, and concentrate on you. It really does help!