2MUCH,
Well I should be moving over here to piecing too, but have not gotten around to it.
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will try to make this work, but I dont think it will."
Since that day, September 6th, things have gotten so good. We seem to be moving forward still...he seems to be sincere about being in this R, but I am only reading this because of his actions. We dont talk about things that happened or what is happening now. I still need to ask for the LL that I need, like physical touch...but am still afraid. I dont know why though....when I do ask for other things, he seems more than happy to do them for me. Why is it so hard to ask for physical touch? I still have not said ILY to him to his face, only in emails and texts. Why am I so afraid? Is it because I am afraid to be hurt again or that he wont want to do the things I ask?
UUGGHHH!! So many thoughts and I just wonder, does he ever think about anything like this? Of course not, I dont confront him or talk to him about it!! So is it my own fault I feel this way??
Well, if anyone reads this and has some advice, I would love to hear it....I need some reassurance or something that this is all normal or something....

Hon, this is excactly how I feel. I hope you do get advise on this,- However, I do think it is time you guys talk about what happened. Read my last thread New Thread N H
there is alot of good advise on getting back toegether.