Im so sad...will he ever let me into his life?? He never tells me anything...not about his job, about his friends, about decisions he makes..doesnt include me at all. Is this how its going to be for the rest of our lives? Arent you supposed to share stuff like that with your spouse/someone you care about? Every single day I want to cry because I hear him telling his friends things he doesnt ever tell me. Why cant we just sit and have a conversation...its always one sided---me talking and him saying yep or some other one word reply. I dont want to live like this!! Its just not fair!!! I seriously am so lost..I dont know what to do anymore? I cant push him to talk, but I cant stand not being a part of his life..it just hurts too much and really makes me feel unimportant!!
