Lou, I've been pretty busy, and had a small performance this week, so I really had to focus on that for a while. Nope, not frozen at all. Warm and grey and drizzly. And dark. the grey gets a little lighter 'round noon, but that's bout it.
H+ I seem to be avoiding each other... to be honest, I've just been trying to sort through my feelings this week. We had a conflict the other night, H went way over the top - backed me into a corner (something he's never done before) and told me the whole fight was my fault. After he backed down, I started acting like the wild animal cornered, 'till I was able to get hold of myself, and went out for a drive. Came back and calmly told H that he would never physically force me to listen to him like that again. H agreed, bu no apology.
I made an appt. with a counselor, won't be for a couple of weeks. She's very well respected here, not sure what her 'style' is, but at least it will be a chance to get some stuff off my chest, and maybe sort some stuff out.
Went out with some collegues last night, to eat and just talk. It was nice to enjoy myself!!
By the way, Lou, about weather - in the summer, Northern Finland is often the warmest place in Europe. Ok, maybe not often
