And here we were thinking you were storming around in anger and resentment!!!

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Had a very good night last night...met up with h for drinks. He had already had a bit of a martini when I met up with him and was SO pumped up from a presentation he had gone to at school. It was really the first time this semester (since he got on law review)that he seemed really, really psyched about school...it isn't that he's been UNpsyched lately but more that he hasn't been as fired up...anyway, he was telling me about the presentation and it seems like he's really energized.

He made a toast to me that was very sweet and full of praise

Headed home...watched some stuff on TV then went to bed.

I have to admit that I felt a little overwhelmed with how loving he was being...I'm sure that sounds absurd but I swear there are times when I can feel myself WATCHING us (like an interested third party) -- very dispassionate and removed -- thinking stuff like "OK, so now what is going on here?" Not in a bad or negative way but more like an observer...I think it has to do with (NOT) staying present...

On the way home we talked a little bit about our potential move (we had been discussing selling the house and moving to a condo in town). I was surprised and pleased to hear that h was thinking we could expand our area of search and also consider renting for a year in lieu of jumping into buying. I like both of those ideas and am glad that he brought them up. Felt like a very positive exchange.

QT: definitely. we went to his favorite place (and mine!)

AOS: hmmm...? did some stuff around the house yesterday AM but that's about it

WOA: more him -> me than the other way around

PT: Hanging out on the couch

Got a busy weekend planned...LOTS of homework!

Sage

Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.