You have worked so hard at meeting your H's LL, changing things about yourself, etc.....it's only NORMAL that you would want to have YOUR ll met.
I realize that we dont' meet other's ll in order for them to meet ours but the reality is that we have feelings too, we wanted to feel wanted/needed/loved/appreciated as much as others do.
Quote: But I feel like a jerk because i was internally stomping around acting like a big baby.
Boy do I know the feeling! BUT....dont' beat yourself up for it. You're human after all.
