Welcome to your new digs. I can completely relate to your sitch as I think my H is going through the same struggles as your H. Sometimes I am so focused on how I feel that I forget that he is going through his own struggle. He seems to be struggling with the fear that I may not love him and I may not ever trust him again. He has pointed out to me several times that he does have feelings. Just because he doesn't cry all the time and announce his feelings out loud for the world to hear, they are still there. I keep telling myself to keep that in mind. I also have to remind myself that when he starts fights with me, there is usually some point he is trying to get across to me but he goes about it in a round about way expecting me to pick up on what he really means.
I look forward to following this journey with you. Thank you for your posts to me. They have always given me something to think about.
