Thanks for the email, I appreciate your sharing with me more than I can tell you, and I know it's hard. I do want you to know that Aaron didn't say a word to me about the phone call, nor did I ask him.
You said in your email "perhaps none of this matters to you". It matters a great deal to me, it's huge in my life. I do love you as I have never loved anyone else. I truely believe we could build a great relationship. I made a choice to commit to working on that with all I have to give.
I think, H, that I need some time to figure out what it is that I want.
As for last night, I do apologize for my harsh words. It seems the easiest path is always to slip back into old habits. You, I know, undestand this more than most. It is something that I work on constantly and will continue to work on no matter what happens between the two of us because I am happier this way.
