No time to post, but thought I'd check in so I can do so more easily tomorrow. Kind of a weird weekend, H seemed a little distant, but I got an I love you email today, although he's talking about having to work on some weekends which of course just puts my anxiety over the top....I'm going to try to talk to him about it tonight. I think at this point I cant live with my head in the sand much longer, I need to know if the anxiety is "just me" or if it's realistic, if that makes sense.