Corri: Thank you for this nice message! You know, if my H doesn't want me just about the nextbestthing is to have people genuinely interested in my new baby. THANK YOU! Sure means a lot to me.
I know I need to take it one moment at a time. Man I am a freakin wreck right now. VERY emotional. This is the first time this pregnancy that I have really felt that weepy, outta control feeling. Most days I am just a little more tempermental than usual.
We originally set it up as picking up the babysitter at 5:00 and taking them home at 9:00 pm. So I believe that H and I were, at one time, in agreement as to what constitutes a date. For some reason that is currently unbeknownst to me, he has changed things around so that instead of a night off, I get to come home and tend to the same sheot that I normally do--namely the kids and their physical needs. What a friggin disappointment! The man can't be that dense, can he?!
Since dinner and a movie was his original date plan, I am certain that he made no alternate arrangements for what we will do instead. Right now, he is out of the office and I have no way to reach him until he arrives at 3:15 or so with my nieces. So it is also partly the fact that I feel out of control and have no way to influence the plans--which I don't think anyone would argue SUCK. He will walk in the door expecting everything to be ready and me ready to go and have not one iota of a plan as to what to do. What IS there to do on a Friday night at rush hour? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, traffic anyone?
Gosh I hate the feeling of being disappointed in my spouse. He is better than this.
Btw, I am having the Honeybaby at home so don't you worry! You will have more updates on my progress than you will care to read. LOL You poor people probably have the due date marked on your calendar so you will know approximately when you can expect me to shut the hell up about my woes and heartaches.
Oh and Hairy, yes I am as big as a house now..up forty pounds whoo hooooooo!
However, that didn't stop H from putting his hand on my you-know-what last night but then refusing to do anything further. It's like he is attracted to my p***y but then...doh!...he remembers that it's attached to the fat whale with da bun in da oven and it's all over.
