Quote: I know you still have moments of sadness, but I was under the impression that they are quickly becoming less and less!
They are becoming less and less.
I can feel the time and distance doing some healing for me.
This weekend I actually wonder if I was feeling some of the depression that S told me to expect as I step down the ad's?
I mean it was a very rough weekend, I was productive most of it and the shells are just great company. Plus M is just the nicest person you would want to meet!
I really and truly believe that when I prayed that evening before going to look at houses again that the Lord stepped in and directed me here.
I think it makes me uncomfortable in a way because I am so used to giving and when M gives so freely that I feel the scales are out of balance.
But I ordered her what I hope is a very nice flower arrangement to be delivered to her at work today for her B-day which is Wednesday. Then Wednesday night T and I are planning a surprise dinner for her.
I mean I invited her to dinner, but she doesn't know T, C and maybe the wild bunch as T calls them may be there!!!
G will miss it as he leaves for Canada in the morning. But he thought it sounded nice and sorry he was going to miss it.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
