Gee I am becoming totally paranoid about having someone upset with me!!!!!!!!

Now I am sitting here worrying that I have Sage upset with me. Ms. Sage I certainly hope I haven't upset you or lead you to feel I am brushing your suggestions/help off.

I think I definitely have lots of work yet to do to recuperate from this affair and divorce.

Why in the H*ll I still care about D I have NO idea. Maybe I really am a dumb blond.

S told me the other night instead of getting angry, I give, then when I should be angry over something I give some more till I emotionally have nothing left to give. Interesting thought, but I know that there is a stage in-between the giving where I am angry/emotional. Right now I FEEL emotionally and mentally drained.

Really hoping to talk with him again soon.

It is cold here today!!! I took some excedrin and turned the heat on, hope I get to feeling better soon.

I am going to lay down and try to think about some positive things in my life rather than all the problems I need to be dealing with!

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"