I know this isn't what anyone would probably recommend but I can't really think of anyone else that would be willing to take it on and G will probably get some satisfaction out of it knowing that D had 2 affairs with his wife.

I am thinking of checking into what I need to do to give him power of attorney for me in regards to the house. That way he can even do the closing and I won't have to see D.

I had so hoped we would end this in a friendly manor. But D just isn't willing to work with me at all.

So maybe my best bet at this point is to finish getting my stuff out of PK and walk away from it and D like they never exhisted.

This has kept me tore up all day today. I was so hoping to come home and get some stuff done in my house and I just have a pounding headache.

Great timing with stepping down the ad's.

I don't understand D's continued need for being secretive and sneaky. We are divorced and everyone knows about the affair and that we need to deal with the house. Why not just stand up and deal with it at this point???

I guess I really DON'T understand him at all.

Plus I felt a bit steamrolled by G today. I don't know if you can pick it up but he at times I have discovered can have a very forceful personality. To me that e-mail FEELS forceful. Maybe because it is so nice and direct and unlike anything I would have written.

Anyway mentally and emotionally I do not feel capable of dealing with D by myself right now.

I was close to the edge Wednesday afternoon and too much of his crap again I am afraid would push me over.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"