I guess my impatience to feel better NOW, helps keep me feeling down because I get frustrated that I still have these down spells. Although this is the worst one I have had in a long time and I belive it was that way because I was physically worn out with the two houses and the move. I feel better physically and that always helps my mental attitude.
I suppose if I try to crawl under the bed you are going to come down and drag me out???
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
I guess I need it. G is telling me the same thing, that the work in the house will still be there, to relax and have some fun.
So tomorrow night I am going to dinner with G's psychologist friend S and another friend T that was at B's birthday party. S instructed me to meet at T's condo and we are going across the river to an Italian restaurant. So probably one I have never been too. I tried to cancel and G gave me a hard time. He headed out of town today or otherwise he would have probably threatened to pick me up.
These guys have all been amazingly supportive. Probably because they have all been through a divorce and know J as well.
I have mentioned to G the possibility of having part of my interest in PK and him taking over dealing with D so I don't have to any more. I think dealing with D is keeping me stuck a bit.
Mostly the frustration of not being able to reach him. Plus G would not make the emotional decisions that I would make on the house.
Not sure which D would prefer to deal with, emotional me, or the man whose wife he cheated with twice.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
Hey pam - Isn't it just great to have wonderful friends?
Quote: Not sure which D would prefer to deal with, emotional me, or the man whose wife he cheated with twice.
You know what D prefers is not your problem, right? You need to go with the flow of what works for you, sweetie... In this case, the best dbing is going to be in putting yourself first, me thinks.
I didn't sleep in yesterday, just didn't really feel in the mood to post. Today I woke up at 5 but went back to sleep till 7!! That was as long as the shelties could stand for me to stay in bed.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
Yesterday was up and down. FB was sick yesterday afternoon so I didn't go to dinner. I was afraid he would go into the throwing up blood like he did last year.
But the electricians have my bedroom fan and light working now. The plumbers got the hose on my dryer and I had the cord on right so I am doing laundry!!!!!!!!!!
Today laundry and more house organizing.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
That was as long as the shelties could stand for me to stay in bed. 