Even though things are going pretty well in my life I seem to have days I just want to lay down and cry, go to bed and not get out of it to have to deal with anything.
I have no idea why this is, left over stress in these wrapping up stages? Just me and I'll never change the fact that maybe I NEED something to be unhappy about because I don't feel I deserve to be happy? Just depression in general?
No thoughts at the moment just wish it would pass and am just trying to sit with it. The timing isn't too great as I had intended to start stepping down the AD's this week so I was sure to have enough of them to get through the process!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"