Came home from work. It is a beautiful day outside so that helped pick me up a bit on the drive home.

I am aching and bruised all over. Don't have any motivation and feel totally wiped out.

Do have almost all of my stuff out of PK, including the dogs stuff.

Turns out the water there still had a small leak and the carpet is soaked. I now have the whole house water shut off.

D won't acknowledge any of the vm's or e-mail's I have left/sent him about PK.

We seem to be not communicating at all now.

Today would have been our six year anniversary. So I almost moved out six years to the day I moved into PK.

I think I'm going to go crawl in a hole for a while and see if I can have a good cry and get this out of my system.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"