Oh yeah. I did say that I had some October goals, didn't I?
Bets, it has been the craziest month of all throughout this process. Complicated and confusing are only two adjectives that I can use to describe this mess.
First of all, some OW residue resurfaced. Along with it, some more financial secrets and issues surfaced. I have to say that I have been struggling to stay fish sober, but did fire up the pan for a filet one night.
However, if this is to work (and I am not entirely sure that it will) I need to really focus here. I need to really work on personalizing his actions (well, more like NOT personalizing them) as well as focusing on the positves (even though they appear to be few and far between).
In the end, I hope to at least feel comfortable in my overall decision. That's about my only true overarching goal for the moment.
"It is not easy to find happiness in ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere."
--Agnes Repplier, writer and historian
