Haven't heard from you in a while I wanted to check your thread to see what was happening. I'm glad you got to feel some contentment. Hopefully you will have more and more of those moments! I love spooning and for the brief time my H was staying here I would spoon him, unfortunately it was all me. Losing hope that I will be able to do that again but only time will tell. Trying to continue focusing on me and the kids.
Also happy that the Dr said your heart has alot of life left!