Hey there! I've been avoiding posting to my own thread lately. It seems that everytime I sit down to type I start griping. Yesterday, I was weighing out how my life might be different if H were not in it. Somehow I managed to put together a list of enjoyable things he brings to my life. I gave him the list and it seemed to please him. Guess he's not all that bad after all.
I'm still depressed and unmotivated. The medication has me starving all of the time, so I keep cramming food in my mouth. Getting out of bed in the morning seems like a good idea until I actually do it, then I can't remember what I'm supposed to do next. Oh, right... eat chocolate.
He worked late on applications last night... achieved nothing and blew it off this morning... I hate the procrastination that only manages to cost him time with me. Nonetheless, I managed a to have a productive enough evening that the house and dogs were clean when he came home.
Hope everyone's having a good day. I'm just sitting around trying not to blurt out anything stupid. --z
