Ok this might take a while. I will make it as short as I can. We were high school sweethearts.. became pregnant at 17 with twin girls. He denied them to his parents etc and chose to not be a part of our lives. I married someone else who is the father of my other 4 children, very abusive relationship. He married twice , one other daughter. He is in the military and was out of the country for 12 years and when he came back we started talking and within a year we were married. I have been in love with this man since I was 16... being with him is the ultimate dream come true. Our sex life sucks though.
