While I was reading him the book TSSM he stopped me occasionally and asked if "that was how I really felt". When I explained in detail how I really feel ...he seemed to understand.. I think?! We have been home from our trip for 3 days and he has made NO attempt at initiating anything but he has become a bit more playful during the day. Which only gets me started thinking that "yeah I might get some tonight" only to have him fall asleep along side me again..leaving me yet again questioning why I keep let myself feel so emotionally drained.
