I miss chatting with you, we must catch up sometime soon!
There are battles going on with H, big battles, and it's taking all my strength to say enough is enough. His anger came out again and the issue wasn't really something that should have brought out that much anger but it spiraled H back to how awful I was and why he left--blaming. He's still in "me" mode and blaming others. I am focussing on the good things these days, not what he's not doing or that it's still about him. It's his battle, his choices, his life and he cannot make me feel bad about anything any longer.
Holdingon, you know I've put off finding a church for a long time, it just wasn't a strong feeling to look, until recently. I visited one church, which was smaller, and then the church last week, which is a bigger congregation--same type of church and I found it more to my liking, I felt comfortable there.
For some reason the Lord wanted me to find a church and I found one. My mind keeps revisiting the time I spent at church last week and I think it's going to be very important that I continue to attend.
