I have a window in my office, my computer faces the wall and you reminded me that I needed to enjoy the view...it's a beautiful fall day here as well.
My dear friend Laurie wrote this:
Quote: Your husband had to face reality this week. Something you yourself have not had to face about yourself. He literally had to look death in the
face and face the real possibility about his own mortality this week. He isn't finished yet either because he is not going to find out any results until Monday. His world is caving in on him.
After the surgery, out of recovery and back in his room I entered the world of a man in pain, a physical and mental pain I have never witnessed before in my H. It was unbearable, yet I would not/could not leave his side.
I wish I could put into words the emotions, the feelings, the unbeleivable drama of this week. Everything has changed yet it hasn't, maybe it's just me I don't know. There's a bit of everything mixed in and moving forward I have no vision, my mind is confused, blurred and mixed up.
