Hi Pamila and Minnie,

Minnie you go girl. I wanted to respond to you but couldn't get it into words, well I should say I didn't have time to compose my thoughts so that they would make sense. I am so happy you found the Lord. He has all the answers and who I am turning to for everything. Instead of running to the BB or to other people, I have been turning to Him. Of course Vinlad was sent to help me, so she has been a blessing and able to help me see things the way the Lord would have me see them when I cannot or am struggling. I'm finding I am getting more comfortable with the Lord, comfortable enough to let him see the real me, emotions and all and he hasn't struck me down yet.

H was supposed to have surgery today, it was postponed till first thing in the morning due to an open heart surgery that went longer than expected. This person was before H, who was scheduled for 12:30 pm. They started on this guy at 7:30 am and as of 6:00 pm they still had a few hours to go complications, so we elected to wait till first thing tomorrow morning. I pray the guy makes its. H and I spent from 10:30 am to 6 pm in a room by ourselves, waiting and waiting and waiting.

The surgery is to get a sample of tissue from a swollen lymph node in his chest. Tests will be run and it may be a few days before we get results.

Hopefully I can update later this week.

Cathy