I also wanted to tell you that I understand now. I asked you on my thread what you meant by "something happened" when you were ready to give up.
I think I know. I was at my wits ends last week....feeling restless, as if I needed to do/fix something, anxious, etc......I was busy and took a bit of time off the bb.
I couldn't stand my frustration at one point. I took out a notepad and started writing....to God. I told Him everything I felt and asked that he take my controlling emotions away and give me peace and acceptance instead. It worked! I felt better after that and have continued to journal to Him.
