Thanks for the IM this morning and directing me to your new thread!
There are a lot of ways that your posted crossed into what I think and feel.
As many know I left the BB shortly after Cathy did. But, once in awhile we get to chat. Laurie (Vinlad) and I e-amil daily.
I was told by the Lord to leave the BB many times and finally I did. I don't know how long I was gone. But, I needed religious support.
I have a couple e-mails that I get daily; one is Faith to Faith and the other has been my greatest friend; "Rejoice Ministries". Bless Charlyn and Bob for telling their story, and helping me to see what my H is going through. I am learning forgiveness and compassion. And most of all I'm learning to "stand".
I'm very glad to see most of the supporters here coming and posting on Cathy's thread.
I too join in here and stand up to say "in Him ALL things are possible" But, you must learn to believe and you must feel it inside you. Let the Holy Spirit be in you. I can't tell you what a wonderful feeling it is!
I too am following the Lord. I too was like Cathy and when I'd see anything with Lord or God on the thread, I'd leave in a hurry. When I was little, I went to church. I was touched some by the Lord a few times. But it isn't about just sitting in church; it's about letting the Lord in your heart, not just saying you are. You have to feel it.
I am there now, and I too have been crying much, not just over the sitch, but about the Lord and how he is helping me to see for the first time. I'm letting him lead me now. And I'm standing, never going to give up not even with my last breath.
It's about letting go not of your M but of the antics of the S and the OP. It's time for the Lord to take over and work on my H. Only He can save him. But I will pray everyday for my H to be saved.
I've missed all of you! But I know you understand that I have to heal right now and get closer to Him.
For like in Luke 15, I am that lost sheep! And My H is that lost sheep too! Someday we will both be rejoicing!
