Hi! Thanks for checking in - Things are still going well. I have my days when I feel just numb - like I can't feel any emotion. That's when it's almost like I'm auditioning for a role in a play - trying to be something that I don't feel like being at that moment. Not sure if that makes any sense at all
H is still being really good about checking in, etc. So, I certainly feel better about that. However, I've come to the conclusion that my major issue with trusting H is not just trusting where he's going and what he's doing but mostly learning to trust that what he says about his feelings for ME are true. That is SO hard because you must make yourself vulnerable again. I don't think I'm ready for that yet...
