I KNOW we are moving in the right direction. Sometimes the hurt , sadness, and fear just take over. I guess no matter what stage of this Hell you are in, it's really hard...
Something that made me feel a bit more secure today - H told me that he is not going back "there" now and will never go "there" in the future. So, he said, I don't have to worry about that. Then, he said that I am the most incredible woman in the world. oh boy - I could get used to that stuff again!!
