Things are peaceful and quiet for me today. I have really begun to be incredibly less anxious about things as I pray for BMOW and for the Lord to fill my heart with His agape love.
I ended up making my H's doctor appointment. They will see him tomorrow morning for a full nether regions exam. I told my H about the appointment when I made it and he said, "Oh, I think what is wrong has started to go away again. I was going to surprise you!" I said, "Show me." So he was very compliant and did, but it did not look as if it had gone away at all. I have NO idea what IS wrong--no experience with this sort of stuff whatsoever, but he WILL be at the doctor tomorrow. I have been too passive about this too long letting him convince me it is nothing. We will know tomorrow and my H WILL have to face the reality of his actions. It is time to deal with this to continue to heal and move forward. I am prepared for the outcome, whatever it is.
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A blessed and happy marriage is a union of two forgivers and Him, because...a cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:12.
