In Sunday school this past Sunday, we discussed unequally yoked marriages where one spouse has come to know the Lord and the other spouse has not and how difficult it was for the believing spouse.
The pastor threw this thought out into the discussion--that perhaps what I am (and many others) still going through with my spouse (refuses to believe and lack of intimacy among other things) is simply that I may be experiencing a season of reaping what I have sown in my past, before I became a Christian. And as I continue through this trial and reap the consequences, my faith in the Lord is able to be strengthened or weakened, my choice. That is quite thought-provoking and I have been thinking about it a lot. I know I also have past generational sin to deal with and that could be having an effect on my life too right now.
Ahhh, to continue to lose all the impurities in myself from the Lord's fire. The Lord is going to have to put me through the fire many times to clean me up! And now could very well be one of those times.
In other varied thoughts, mail that should be going to BMOW and the business is continuing to come to our home address. So I am continuing to forward it on to BMOW. I don't know why this is happening now, but it is. It may well be to aggravate me or to force more contact from my H, but I am not letting it do either. She has not responded about the most recent forwards from yesterday that I have sent to her in the mail. If she is going to respond, I would expect it to be sometime this afternoon.
LG--working on how her life and everything she does represents her King and Savior
A blessed and happy marriage is a union of two forgivers and Him, because...a cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:12.
