Last night was a late night, and I got to spend it with my H in a nice setting. I wish I could say it was romantic and that H fell more deeply in love with me under the eclipse of the moon, but no.
I spent most of the evening feeling that I was out with someone who looked like my H but didn't really act like my H. It took me almost all evening working on being close to him and touching him, but I finally got him to kiss me before the boat docked for the night. At least there were no derogatory comments about me from him, so I figure that was a plus.
The cruise itself really was lovely and the eclisped moon was beautiful. Prizes were given away all night to the passengers and my H won the first one given away--a t-shirt of the radio station that was sponsoring the cruise. I won the last prize of the night--two tickets to a play called "The Promise". It is acted outdoors in a natural amphitheater near our town and it the story of Christ!! Hahahahahaha--if that isn't God working I don't know what is!!!!!!! My H's jaw dropped when he saw what it was I won. He said to me incredulously, "Did you pray for that from Him???" Then without skipping a beat he whined, "That's not fair!!" (Isn't H acting and sounding more and more like a child??) I just looked at H and smiled and simply said, "God is good. Will you take me to see the play?" And H said YES!! So we are going this Saturday. Perhaps the Lord will touch H's heart there and call H to Him!
In other news, BMOW sent my H an email this morning, too late for me to delete it, but I didn't need to because it was business and it was cc'ed to one of the business partners, so rules were followed. My H replied to her and followed the rules also and cc'ed to a business partner. No mention was made by BMOW about my H's lack of response to her personal email request of the other day. So perhaps she got the message yet again to not ask him for personal help!
H is coming home for the day at lunch, so I will get to have a child underfoot all afternoon and evening. I think I will do the grocery shopping this afternoon. I doubt he will want to help with that.
LG--trying to understand just what it is her H is going through
A blessed and happy marriage is a union of two forgivers and Him, because...a cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:12.