Awwww, SC, I am so sorry this is so upsetting to you. I am doing fine with all this, really I am. There truly is something to letting go, letting God and being still. HE is taking care of my feelings. I don't know where all this is going to lead, but I have my faith.

I think the Lord is going to get everything I need to know out in the open, my H is going to have another breakdown because of what is revealed to me, and then the Lord can finish His work on my H. My thoughts are all positive.

I will look for your email. And I intend to get the email I promised to you soon. H goes out of town next week for two days. I can concentrate better when he is not around and will be able to compose an answer to you.

Now I am *really* tired and am logging off!

Hugs and blessings to you!!,
LG

A blessed and happy marriage is a union of two forgivers and Him, because...a cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:12.