Last night before I fell asleep, and after the news from my H, I did reflect and pray a little bit about it all and decided that I am most at peace and comforted by just being still. I intend to read/pray psalm 37 over and over, act "as if" and let the Lord take care of everything with my H, BMOW, the business and our marriage.
When I let things get to me, I focus on/become obsessed about negative thoughts and that is not good or productive for me. I still really don't know what my H wants from me or our marriage, but for now I am content to wait on the Lord and see what His plans are for me.
Sorry that I haven't gotten around to emailing you yet, but it is on my agenda. This past week has been kind of crazy for me. I hope things are going well for you and your SO.
Thanks for checking on me today.
LG
A blessed and happy marriage is a union of two forgivers and Him, because...a cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:12.
