I have had a nightmare week, that went from fantastic to terrible. By wed this week my h had stopped with us for over a week continous. We had talked about us alot and he had inferred that he was ready to move back home etc etc. I tried not to get my hopes up but I really thought from his actions and his words that this was it - he was moving back. Then last night he came home in a completely different mood - said that he was going back to his mums for the night, that he felt things were going too fast and that he was not ready - WHAT!!! I reminded him of all the things he said to me in the week about wanting to move back and feeling happy etc, and he basically either said he could not remember saying them or that I read too mcuh into them... I feel really hurt and upset all over again. I think its just a case of cold feet,and hopefully it will be a short temporary one, but I cannot beleive he led me to believe that he was ready to come home... I have spoken to him this morning trying to be as normal as possible, and he is being really cool with me, he said I was tempremental - god what does he expect!! I know I need to pick myself up a quickyl as poss and get back on track but at this minute I just feel really low.
