Mooka,

Thanks. Yes, it is my emotions that get the best of me at times. I am tired of limbo land. 2 yrs. is along time in my book.

I am ready to tell the kids. I can't go on lying to the kids about where their father really lives. I'm not sure how ready I am for the next official step but I will take things one day at a time.

I do wonder though, am I truly DB with an "I am happy with my present sitch attitude" or am I accepting less like an abused W would?

Nik