None of this is easy, is it? I remember going through what Sage talks about... I'd have an attitude that this is good, but it isn't enough, I want more, he doesn't do .... Fill in the blanks! I don't know when my mentality shifted away from that and came to accept things as they are, and be happy with what I have, but I'm reaching that stage (at least about my M, so many other things to still stress about!).