Hi Tim! It's good to see you again. I recently popped back in after a long absence so I understand where you're coming from - hard to catch up and (sadly, in a way) so many new faces.
I'm sorry that nothing's really better between you and W. You sound depressed about it, which is understandable. The worst feeling of all is not even feeling anything. I'm the last person to give words of wisdom (since my own situation is such a mess) but I'm glad you're back. You've come to the right place to vent, let off steam, bounce stuff off of people who are in a more clear-thinking place, etc. I'm glad you're here.