But now again, tonight, he's unavailable and most probably with her. It's the only time he won't answer his cell phone. Any progress we make is wiped out when he chooses her over me. It's not a competition and I don't want it to be. I want him to choose me because he really wants to spend his future with me, not because I became something other than myself for just long enough to win him over, I like me just the way I am, If I change myself just to win him back, aren't I selling myself short? Condemning myself to years of self-denial?
Each experience in life has formed me, become part of me, made me stronger.
