Quote: I guess if CJ were stuck in R la la land, I'd either be gone, or a walking ball of rage.
I don't like to think that my h is in "la la land" but it certainly appears that he is....still thinking that things just get better miraculously without putting forth any effort or doing any work. He after all did say while gone that he thought things would just get better but they didn't..well gee h things don't just change unless you change them.
so perhaps that is why occassionaly LL is a "walking ball of rage" but because she looked in the mirror while h was gone...she doesn't blow up or catch others on fire anymore she just goes about her business...thus the tired feeling...the wanting to rip out of my skin feeling...the wanting to go running in the rain alone feeling...etc.
Maybe someday h will realize that if he put a fraction of the effort he puts into his business into his personal r's (and not with customers) he'd be a much happier and relaxed person (yes he falls asleep easily but when he's awake he's stressed and about the only thing he seems to enjoy enough to stay awake for is football and or work)
