It sounds like you should put on some lingerie and be his live Playboy magazine. Or, does he not want to watch without "going for more?" To me, it sounds like a nice change from the mags. Then again, I am a bit voyeuristic.
I think you should give H his privacy while MB whenever you can, but I also think that if you're horny or interested in watching/being watched, you should mention to him that you might like to be his "live porn" once in a while. Explain to him that this doesn't have to lead to LM at all and that you aren't trying to stop him from MB. Bring out a toy or two that you can use while he watches. Then see what happens.
Good luck. I hope he sees that you're trying to make things better between you and not stop him from enjoying himself.
