Feeling sad this weekend. I haven't spoke to H in over a week now. I think this is the longest it has been since this all started over a year ago.
It is weird not to talk to him at all & not know what is going on w/ him. It is probably better this way, but I just miss him alot today. Now I just feel sad & lonely sometimes as opposed to worried, frustrated, mad, anxious, etc. I don't expect him to come around or call so I am not waiting around for it & getting uptight & wondering what he was doing when I didn't hear from him.
Not sure why we are not talking. I am trying to detach but don't know why he is not talking to me. I was over at his plant for an open house the other day & he just kept staring at me - trying to play games I guess.
I helped a guy in his dept the other day with something. He was very appreciative & has told me this about 3 times. Friday he told me that he told H what a sweetie I was (he doesn't know we are apart). I had to laugh because one of H's big things is that people like me so much at work - I get along w/ everyone & am in a position to help them out w/ certain situations.
Anyway, don't know what to think. I wish we would have a reason to interact because I don't know what his mindset is right now. Still has new girlfriend I assume, if for no other reason than to have someone around, Hopefully it is just that.
