Good for you, you got that off of your chest. Felt pretty good didn't it? You are doing exactly the right thing vent right here and let it out.
It sounds like you are getting to the point of doing things for you. That is also good. Be prepared that your W will notice and show a change of heart. Anticipate that and try to play it out in your head. What will you say? How will you say it?
It all leads up to that point. The door swings open on reconciling. We all work so hard and focus on getting to that point that once it happens we have failed to plan for it.
