Well, I am kind of sad right now. I am just sitting down and looking around as my life has settled down, and realizing that I don't really have many (if any) local friends left. I tried to schedule a lunch date with a friend, and she hedged and was evasive, and said she was really busy. Then I have called another friend who was really close, and she hasn't called back or picked up her phone in about a month. Honestly, I think it's because she recommended me for the job I got fired from, and I think she is angry at me because I let her down. I worked for her mom for a short time, and I left that job as well.

Honestly, folks, I feel like kind of a loser. It has nothing to do with my M, it is just sadness that while I and my life kind of fell apart, I lost people. I am joining a moms Bible study at church, and also one on marriage, so I am reaching out for some new friends. I just am sad for friendships that are gone now - is it normal to move beyond friendships?

Ick,
Myrrh

One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.