My sex drive in past relationships was normal to high. Just as it was for the first few years of our relationship. It appears that my drive diminished each time he "forced" intimacy (or whatever you want to call it) on me. Any normal person would say, he was trying to be intimate with his fiance, wife... but looking at it closely (through my mindset) - he was either waking up in the night and taking advantage of my deep sleep to be able to do some of the sexual things I do not enjoy or he was waiting for me to be in a deep sleep to get as close to me as he could, the way he wanted to. I hope I'm making some sense!
I plan to read more of Mariposa's posts because she really seemed to hit me with the mother-son dynamic. The way she describes her prior M, sounds too familiar to mine.
I need to do alot of reading since I've been away for so long!
