Wow! Thanks for sharing that Chrissy. For the record though, I've never "truly" accused H of molesting our DD. If you read my thread closely, it was only an internal fear which I voiced here on the board. I did address this with my C.
I labelled myself the freak of nature purely to be light-hearted and point out that I understand how my past experiences have control over me - which is a bit "freakish" since I'd love to take full control over myself like so many of you are able to. As for the anal sex thing, the experience "felt" and seemed like anal sex, but in fact he was using his fingers - and it woke me up.
Let's see if I can clear up these "inconsistencies" for you. Our sex life was pretty normal for the first 3 years (or so I thought). We got married after being together for 4 years. My libido was diminishing by our wedding date. By the time our children came along, I was a true LD - but I actively contributed to the baby-making. It wasn't so much that something changed after the kids - it was shortly after his proposal when he began taking liberties and it turned me off. This was masked however and I didn't realize that this was why until I was seeing a C. Does that clear it up at all?
Chrome: Thanks for clarifying the freak of nature bit for me. I guess I definitely don't fit that title after all!
