say a prayer for me all, please! I'm going to a meeting then home, havent heard much from H all day, when I did he was pretty non-chalant/unresponsive. I won't see him till almost 9 tonight, I'm so afraid he'll go back to her.

IF he doesnt though, it will be week tomorrow, and I'm sure that's the longest "break" there's been.

I might start begging God about now.....


been around awhile!